Unknown Unknowns-192

I promise myself every single day I will create a better day experience with less bullshit, less false hopes.

But unfortunately I fail, fail brutally and that keeps me frustrated.

Life is too short for bullshit, thinking about things that are really worthless, unnecessary or fighting for worthless things.

I don’t know but I should keep trying, try my best, try with full heart, wisdom, staying away from the orthodox trap.

I promised myself I will keep myself away form orthodox trap but unfortunately I am falling in again and again in that orthodoxy trap.

My life is becoming more of a missing puzzle every single day with more unknown unknowns,

A hidden market with benchmark’s hard to receive, emotional trauma, emotional endurance and so on. I don’t know, I don’t know —

I am again floating in the unknown unknowns’s, once again I don’t know where to go, where to stand or what to do, lost, rejuvenated or what?