Too Much Clutter

In my Mind

My performance in my work has been all time low now-a-days. My boss has been complaining everyday about it and in fact I told my boss that I would fire myself I was the boss myself.

There are two main reasons behind this …

They are … Two much Clutter always in my Mind. I cannot concentrate fully on one thing at a time, my mind is always wondering in something else which I am not being to resolve.

Lack of momentum and Priority … I am not giving my work i.e my means for earning bread and butter most. And that is what creating a lot of frustration in me again.

On a daily basis I want to create difference with my work, but it seems I cannot even do the bare minimum and fulfill the very less expectation from me.

I do not how to resolve it, but I am trying ..what went is went, what is now that is what I am after now….

And Now Means today.. this very hour or this very moment.

Journal on 31st October, 2018