On Being Nothing Special

About this Stupid Life

Now-a-days I don’t have any desire to be something very special. But most of my life I had such desire, to stand out or to be something that is easily distinguishable from the hood.

Surprising fact is currently I don’t feel any kind of such desire and I want to be ordinary, less then ordinary, stay put somewhere in the corner of this stupid planet and do things I feel good about.

And Carry out the very best operations of mine every single day, every single hour as possible.

Performance condition is not yet better, I am still lagging, but I will do my best in fact I will start doing from now.

Others are quite fine, I am reorganizing my goals and themes for the rest of the year and trying to calibrate on those.

Journal on November 1st 2018