My Heart Bleeds -1

It’s been an incredibly sad day.. My mother arrived …

She is struggling, panicking … making hours of self talks ..

She is fighting with the monster…My brother too

Even right now at the mid of the night…

Me too also fighting… monster, IBS.. Awake middle at night..

Right now at this moment tears falling down..

I am here for myself, these are the people I love with my full heart

But I am helpless, I cannot help them anyway..

All night I can do is suffer, see them suffer,

Our constant struggle with the monster…

Continuous, Never Ending..

One Day its the Monster, Another day

it’s us, befriending it or fighting it — whatever seems easier.