Its Small Bits

And Continuation of it

Yesterday was an orthodox office day for me. My boss and a lot other was absent due to an election being scheduled today. And just as always everyday I made big plans of finishing all the work in the morning, which I failed brutally at the end of the day.

On good sides, I used the lunch time for a walk, in fact walked around 2 kilo-meter, but then I felt a lot sleepy in the evening.

Anyways it was an early office and in my head all was a dateline to meet within this week, how I am gonna do this or not.

In mid mom called, in fact I shouted on her with that worry in head. Back at home I had a rested evening. I am sleeping quite well so far from last two days, I think its winter because and my brain is working a little bit I assume, cause this morning I was able to solve a problem which I have been thinking to solve from last two months and could not yet.

And this morning I just sat for half an hour in desk and it solved. Anyways I am becoming more pessimistic towards my life now-a-days, thinking about small bits and not being able to achieve those.

Journal on 29th December.