In the Boogus Boo Land

Doing Bogus Boo Giri: Feelings Log -1

The more I am trying to get in touch with my feelings, the more I feel like getting lost. I do not know where, but my mind is trying to escape to somewhere else.

Noting seems real. All my negative biases, radical thoughts about the world like,

“We are all bullshit machines, bullshitting each other in perpetual bullshit, there are all kind of bullshits out there, technical, philosophical, romantic etc. ”

I also find myself shouting at nowhere at the middle of the street, I do not know where I am but I do not feel okay. Life is uncertain so we are. At this point I do not seem to find anything to look for within or without. My vessel of grief is going to hit something.

That’s how I feel something at this moment, at this point.

Best

Shihab