I recall You

Letters to her-3

Oh dear,

Its winter again. I can remember your beautiful smile, hair and glimpse into your eyes when you used to sit in front of me.

I don’t know how many times you relieved me from stress, and you never knew about it.

I saw you got married and in a peaceful state. And I am happy for you. I still feel close to you, even we could not be together. I hold in my heart respect, admiration and tenderness for you.

At one point in my journey, I thought togetherness is the ultimate goal of romantic feelings. But I do not think about that way.

To chase that belief I compromised my values, used manipulation, then I realised I was wrong. Togetherness is not the only way forward.

Always accepting the way I feel might not be the same way the other one is doing. And it is perfectly okay. For the greater good of both, for restoring sanity and calming my obsessive mind, the best way is to let go.

You — are not the only individual, you are a character I have amalgamated from all the love I have received.

I want all you are to be happy, fulfilled such as I want myself to be at peace with myself at any point in my life. I also wish them all the best in their entire journey such as mine.

In a blissful winter day-

Shihab