I Fucked Up

Again

Yesterday I fucked up again, spent the very same ordinary day. Change takes a lot of time I know but slowly I want to change my life and take ownership, control of it.

So far I am struggling so much on the emotional part. I did not took sleeping pills yesterday and could not sleep.

I wan to live, breath and prosper. I want every single day of mine to be something different.

I don’t know may be today is the day on the path towards change, I will make it happen.

Let’s try — -

• Making the hours count.
• Not reaching out anybody for anything.
• And no gossip at all.

The show must go on, I will survive, I will do something good with my life.

Shihab Uddin

15th September, 2019