How and Why

And an in brief Analysis of things

I am quite irritated with myself today. Its mostly about self control, which I don’t have that much including patience. Most of the cases in these terms I shout and break things, specifically my own things, once I broke one of my laptops.

I don’t know how it happens but I simply cannot tolerate those things, I read somewhere may be I want everything perfect or working in good condition. In fact its that sacred human urge that’s create frustration again and again.

I have a got a new meaning of How and Why:

How means a series of events that leads to a certain consequence. But the fun fact is that if once that series of events lead to a very specific consequence, second time it might not do the very same. So, its a vague understanding of How and giving formula’s about fixed/rigid How mechanisms.

Why Means finding the reason and its mostly a fictitious assumption. In most cases Why’s are known or can be answered through randomness or Luck. Finding answer of Why is quite difficult or impossible and simply a waste of time.

Anyways, I have got a lot do to in terms of establishing self control, which I am really bad it, but I thing keeping trying is the key even if I fail almost everyday.

— Journal On 23rd October, 2018