Happy with Less

Un-cluttering Everything..Almost Everything

I don’t really know with how less one individual can survive, once I did a five days fast though, but that was out of frustration due to ending of a relationship, that I did not wanted to end.

I am just trying to go through my days in the planet with whatever I have i.e me and my bare-bone soul peacefully taking great care of my body, mind, soul and spirit. Although there is a big debate out there where does soul fits in the equation of mind, body, spirit.

My ex-boss and ex-mentor have given plenty of wonderful feedbacks to work on such as

• My Poor Understanding
• Inability to Concentrate
• Multi-tasking i.e Switching to tasks without finishing one
• Inability to Understand Social Cues
• Not being able to Understand Core component of a work quickly
• Forgetfulness, Impatience, Fear of Deadlines and Giving up
• Neurotic Symptoms such as poor coping skills with Anxiety and Stress

And zillion others. I am just trying to live one day at a time. I make routines Each week on my board, and re-adjust next week realising my failures and successes.

Right now, my core focus is to build my concentration ability i.e achieve the habit of studying 8 hours everyday.

Currently I am studying mainly English, French and MIT-X course, which is I am also trying to formulate into habit.

I don’t know where I am going, I simply don’t have any goals ..Just trying to endure with very less amount of goals, dreams, people and off-course less money. As I am not making money actively now it’s important for me to live below my means as I am losing some each month.

Hopefully within the end of this year I will be able to develop an active income stream, I don’t know, if it does not happens fine too. I am not focusing on making money now, I am focusing on to build some quality within myself and develop some content, projects or in other words portfolio, If I don’t make any money during these time it is fine too.

That’s it for today. Writing is a great exercise to process my emotions, earlier I used to do it in my dairies, I was looking at my diaries from teenage yesterday.

Shihab,

Dhaka, Bangladesh