Focusing on Wrong Tasks

And Mostly on Worthless Things

Yesterday was a holiday, I was mostly at home trying to accomplish something. But unfortunately at the End of the Day I was able to accomplish a lot less, than I desired. In fact while I reviewed I found I was only able to accomplish the tasks I have assigned myself in first half, also few of them only.

May be it was because when I got stuck in something I remained stuck in there not focusing on the next task and Kind of took break, I needed work on the next task keeping the one I got stuck behind.

Also in parallel work on the things that I am making progress or moving forward.

My key lesson from yesterday is to working in parallel with things that work and leaving things behind where I am failing or seek help or find other solutions.

And another thing, I need to keep check also on sex desires, porn consumption and masturbation. Cause its kind of hampering my work habits too.

Anyways I don’t have much hopes for today either, may be this will be a worthless day too either.

Journal on 3oth December, 2018