Feelings and Behaviour Log

Morita Therapy : Day 2

Feelings:

This morning I had a grocery walk with my brother, but I felt a little bit late. In fact I fell down while riding bi-cycle to the library to save a passerby, then the passerby scolded me. This is what happens in real world when you try to save a person, that person kind of mistrusts you.

I don’t know, but I am still having thoughts to reach out to last women I fell for, but right now I don’t have anything to accept or to do. Love is complex and beyond my understanding level. All I believe is commitment, I will do everything in my human capability to be with whoever commits to me with whole heart.
And right now I am continuously losing money, so I don’t have any time to think about such things. Non-attachment sounds a great idea, just think all the women or men kind of offers the very same things in a relationship, its just the attachment, that’s makes any person special inside the mind.

And with seven billion sapiens in the world there is always innumerable number of options …anyways feelings will be always there .

Behaviour:

I just started my day in the library, french is on the list first, then English, then Micro-economics books..

I will work and push myself to the limits …