A Morning Went on Observing

I should Let her go, taking care of myself : My Writing Therapy Day 11

Taking care of myself should be one of the most important thing for me now. I should stop looking for sympathy or solace in people who does not give any fuck about me.

I am trying to stay alive and take care of — Me, the sole human being who is always here for myself in the journey.

My friends warned me I am taking myself in a hurtful journey, but so it is. I am enjoying it.

I could not control myself for a little bit, one thing I kind of watched a little bit of a romantic movie, and that taken me to her page, facebook whatever. But I should stop doing that.

Dear Shihab,

You should stop day dreaming, be here and present … be with who are with you and what you can create of yourself.

This Morning I had binged on a ton of food, I could not attend cycling program due to some other things.

But I am here for myself, holding together the only human being that I am.

I will make it go and create a better me today, from this very day.

Shihab Uddin

October 4, 2019